What if you would have? The story of our lives.
A lot of times we tend to think in the "what if", or also known as the should have could have. The only problem is that during this period you should reflect also on what your doing that day and ensure that you savor the moment. A friend of mine, who recently passed on to the great harley davidson in the sky, used to always have a quest for the what if. We were in constant search for that which is not, and not what is. For example, we had a 90% payout with the Real Estate Company, however, we wanted more. We spent more time trying to get a better commmission than we did making money. In fact, in some ways you purposely did not really want to have deals because we had to give up 10% to those people. Be willing to produce for the day and live with the deal that you have. If you do not, you will not, and therefore you will make something of your life. If you think the last 10 years went fast, just wait to see how fast the next ten go.